tumblr
Posted on April 30th, 2009 by chrisallen
just created a tumblr blog (thanks sarah!)… kinda like an extended version of twitter… kinda…
i’ll see how i can get it integrated here soon.
tears from my eyes…
Posted on April 15th, 2009 by chrisallen
the song, the song! it starts around 1:35, but if you want an intro to the band, g’head and listen.
wow… things happen fast…
Posted on April 6th, 2009 by chrisallen
things.. yes, things. hmm. what to say. i mean, not that anything happened yet, but… things are happening! and i’m welcoming them too… very rare for me, wouldn’t you say? seems like great timing. i still feel unworthy. how can someone care so much? how can someone know me so well… and be ok with what i am?! i’m so awkward, and don’t know what to do… and stuck in my head analyzing everything, talking too much and…. things. yeah more things. well, this is very new and unexpected for me. i don’t know exactly what’s gonna happen, but i’m very fortunate…
burglars are forcing me to be sentimental…
Posted on March 28th, 2009 by chrisallen
someone keeps robbing my house; they actually broke in through the jalousies last week, piled a bunch of stuff outside the door to take and then left it there… possibly scared off etc. it’s so irritating at this point… there’s nothing in there of value but they keep trying.
so it’s forcing me to grab old pictures and documents, and things i’d normally just ignore. i’m not a sentimentalist… i don’t really get anything out of reminiscing or looking at old pictures… it’s all about the present for me, cuz that’s what’s most pressing obviously.
this weekend is inventory for my store, gonna be there probably 36 hours of 48… maybe more… once that’s done, i need another dumpster and clear the rest of the house out of trash, and then just leave the dang doors open so no one breaks in anymore.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!!!!!!!!!!!
just saw watchmen…
Posted on March 28th, 2009 by chrisallen
so i went to watchmen with niki… that sounds weird! no we didn’t watch, men.
i saw the movie watchmen! it was a twisted sorta hero movie, in an alternate US timeline. great plot, uneasy ending.
but again, this “superhero” thing charged me up again. standing up for what is right, and no compromises even in the face of all hell and uncertainty.
great film; very long, but a great film.
Organization skills? ZERO
Posted on March 13th, 2009 by chrisallen
so i’ve finally accepted that i’m so unorganized… i mean, i always knew that, but just realized how much i keep in my memory and don’t really write things down and keep track… like gigs, and pay, and bills, etc. i just… do it and remember… and sometimes forget!
so i’m starting a log right now.
something like that.
She’s sad, i’m sad…
Posted on March 11th, 2009 by chrisallen
I hate hearing when my best friend is not doing well… It just makes me wish I could help, but unfortunately can’t do anything…